The "I AM" Project
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Rev Deacon

Ravings of a Mad Man

UNSETTLED...
04 May 2004, A Perfect Moment...

 

A PERFECT NOW...

FRIENDS-

It has been awhile since I have sat down to put thoughts to print. Had a somewhat sabbatical time of thoughts, questions and doubting of self. It is sometimes tough to keep ourselves on a consistent union with Spirit. Oh... we can continue in the habits such as the Yes/No technique... the affirmations... and the various things we do to hold our connection. The Yes/No being the knowing that Spirit will always answer the questions I have. The Affirmations being the statements of how I desire to be or what I want to achieve. But, the place I feel I have sinned (missed the mark) is in my daily meditations... the time I let Spirit actually direct me. Not necessarily answering a question; but, actually sharing with me what I might not be paying attention too.

Hence, I have not been at peace with myself much lately. I am not saying that life has been treating me badly. I have a fantastically unique love relationship with a beautiful lady. Much of a somewhat loner, I am learning to be inclusive through her. I am learning to drop the shields and a recent Reconnection Healing Treatment from her has brought me back to the beginnings of peace of mind... something that has been illusive to me for some time. I am so Thankful and Joyful. I have a new business partner that has sparked new action into my activities of business. And, I feel great appreciation. I consistently see Spirit in all things... from the smallest of creations to the majestic mountains. My love for all has continually increased. But, I was still unsettled.

Some might say that if we are growing, we are never settled. I know that to not be true. Having experienced that feeling of being settled within myself for a period of time, I never saw myself as not growing. In fact, I was growing with a greater pace in that time. So, I had to ask myself... unfortunately for a period of time before I got it right... what was missing? Where was I not paying attention? How have I reached a feeling of separation?

Meditation!... I was directing my life. Sure, I was asking Spirit continually for answers to my questions. But, was I actually listening to what Spirit wanted to share with me? Nope! Was I quieting my mind and allowing Spirit to flow through me? Definitely not!

My girlfriend and I were in discussion the other day and I came to the conclusion that I was not practicing what I share. I have since my first learning and proving the applications of Science of Mind said that we only really need one treatment... Peace of Mind. I believe that if one has Peace of Mind, then all else will fall into its place... perfectly. With Peace of Mind, there are no tragedies. With Peace of Mind there are no situations which can take you into mind-chatter. With Peace of Mind, one always reacts in a manner that increases life instead of depletes it. With Peace of Mind, one knows that all is perfect and does not allow emotional commitment to lead one astray.

But, how does one achieve Peace of Mind? The only times in my life that I have felt Peace of Mind has been when I have a continual union with the Spirit within. And, the only time that I have that unity is when I am taking the time to Meditate. And, meditation is not "Conversations with God". They are helpful. They are a form of prayer. But, they are not the simplicity of listening. And, listening is not something I necessarily do well. I recognize that.  Opps... It even reflects in my daily conversations.

Well, now is the time for forgiveness. Now is the time to say, "Oh well!". Now is the time to correct the situation. Now is not the time to beat myself up... which I can do so well. It is not the time to bemoan my circumstances. It has just been an experience to learn from and start a new moment with that knowledge. This moment is the first now for the rest of my life. Meditation... listening... to what really does know. It is time.

I pray that each of you has realized this before myself. If not, I pray that each of you will give my sharing some thought for your own life.

Namaste' Love, Rev Deacon

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