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My Sweet and Wonderful Friend-
I am finally giving into what I am being directed to do. Sitting down here
and getting this on paper. Spent
some real peaceful time in the chair earlier.
Sat down and let the Supreme know that I want direct answers now. Not sure exactly what I said that started the motion, but
here are some of what was shared.
I AM..."Thou shalt have no other God's before me."...as a child
you knew...there was no question...there was no ego in those days...there
was no questions as to whether you were a teacher...a healer...a
psychic...a space traveler...whether you could
levitate...dematerialize...whatever.
You experienced this and accepted that these were your abilities
until you were told that you were different, and that those abilities will
scare others...or, that these were acts of the devil...or, whatever.
These were always your abilities.
These were given to all. You
had no fears. Your
relationship inside was with me. Other
than what you have allowed to interfere with our communication, I have
always been with you. You did
not accept the teachings that Jesus was your connection to me because you
always knew you were connected to me.
Even when you chose to ignore me, in your deepest you knew and
honored me. That has been
what has kept you safe...that is what has always led you to the lack of
certain miseries and poor attitude that others experiencing earth seem to
want for themselves. You say
you want your peace of mind back. Then,
speak who you are. Stop
denying what you know. You
know that you are a spirit. Where you choose to live spiritual is your
choice. You know that you did not disconnect to the distance that so many
have. And yes, I have
presented you with special teachers.
Your requests led you to them.
You may not remember, but you emphatically stated what you wanted
and that is what opened you to receive.
And yes, as soon as you stop allowing yourself to be short-cutted
from what you know, you will receive all desires.
You say that achieving Peace of Mind is the answer, and that all
else will be provided. You
know this, you experienced this. So
take it again. It will not be lonely. Your
loneliness is only brief as you leave what you have designed by previous
acceptance. Right now, you
have another to share the changes and growth with. Be what you know is true.
Accept nothing less. The
next time someone asks you whether you are a teacher...answer the truth.
The next time someone asks you if you are a healer...answer the
truth. Saying "some
think so" is not an answer of knowing.
And, you do know. You only say the other answer out of fear of what others may
choose to think of you. They
have the same abilities as you. They
just fell into the trap of being molded to be like everyone else.
You, for the major part, did not.
And, even when you did, you did not.
And yes, like everyone else you have had the choices.
You keep arguing on this destiny thing.
You are only destined to be what you are.
And it is always your choice.
So, being this teacher that will help others find the peace of
knowing...the peace of all understanding...it is not your destiny that I
gave you at birth. It is what
you are if you choose to be that which is within you.
Others may not be aware, but you are.
You always have been. If
you were born in a time when all were of the same thinking with regards to
their knowing of what they really are, you would not appear to be a
teacher. But, you
recognize things others do not at this time.
You talk about speaking with authority.
But, you do not when it comes to speaking what you know that you
are. When you say you are a
healer, you are not saying anything about yourself that anyone else is
not. You just recognize it.
So recognize it. Speak
it and give it the power it deserves.
You speak about the disappointment about your abundance.
You have abundance and a part of you is quite aware of it.
Speak directly about finances.
You show great respect for the abundance you know exists.
Finances is your issue. And,
you let the race consciousness get to you. You blocked that by your reactions to allowing yourself to be
deprived. I did not take this
from you. You allowed it.
You did not stay focused. And,
these years since you have accepted your loss, your experiences have been
yours that you attracted. You
have not let me bring you what you desired until recently.
Only recently have you spoken again with authority long enough to
overcome your doubts. I
provided you with Cindy. You
started to be you again then. And
no, she was not spiritual. But,
that is not want you spoke for. Now,
you seem to have enough experience in relationships to have spoken for
someone that is complimentary to who you are in a completed way.
You spoke with the strength and focused direction of a complete fulfillment. You spoke with
the conviction that you believe you are ready for all areas of you to be
satisfied. Not just certain
areas you were missing. You
spoke of being tired of settling for less than the whole truth.
That would be natural for you and what you know.
And yes, you are ready. Are
you selfish? I would not be
here right now. That's
better.
Are you good for her?
Like you, she is ready. Like
you she is healing. Like you
she is tired of coming up short of what she knows is real.
You have already noticed that your questions are stopped quickly.
You know the truth and it has not let your human experience divert
you. Recently you have
allowed the passion and joy you have ignored to surface again.
You always say that you experienced this only once before.
You had this in childhood too.
But yes, your acceptance of her, and your willingness to be honest
with her causes you to be honest with yourself.
And yes, your ability to be honest with yourself will not only
provide the room for passion and joy, but it will also serve you to be a
friend. Without the friend
love, you will fall short of what you fully are.
You must have the friendship love within any relationship to allow
it to fruition. Same as your
recognition of the physical love. You call it physical. It
is not. It can be by what you
accept and how well you open to all of you being there and conscious when
creating. And, the creation
is not just for another spirit to enter the world as your child. The creation is also deeper knowing. The creation you are sharing is the opening of all of
you...the total of the both of you. Look
at you what you created when you passed through before. You did not recognize that as creation. You created the ability to enter areas that few at your level
are aware of. You created the
ability to receive more knowledge of what you really are. The love that the All of each of you shared created an
opening within yourselves to receive.
You use the word One.
How that has been so misguiding.
I am both concepts. You
use male and female. That
does not describe what we are as One.
I say I because we are I. You
have the essence of the understanding and have continued to recognize it
regardless of others. This
has been very powerful for you. That is why you have had some of the
experiences that others do not understand.
You will soon understand to the depth that you may as long as you
are where you are. Why am I here sharing with you now?
You spoke from the deepest part of you.
It stopped.
This is not what I intended to share.
Evidently, It was not done with me when I left the chair.
I am sitting here feeling chills and very strong something that I
cannot explain. It is not
painful, is all that I am aware of now.
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