The "I AM" Project
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Rev Deacon

Ravings of a Mad Man
 

Accepting Myself as God
01 January 2008, A Perfect Now...

 

God Within...

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Since there is but One Life present everywhere, I must be in that Life and of It, and It must flow through me.  It must be what I am, therefore I accept this Omnipresence as something real, definite, immediate.  At the very center of my own being I realize the Divine Presence.  At the center of my own consciousness I recognize a transcendent Principle forever renewing my being; a Divine Presence forever animating, sustaining, vitalizing, re-creating; a Divine Consciousness forever guiding, directing, inspiring.  There is within me that which knows what to do and compels me to act in accord with its perfect Law and Order, and its complete Peace.  This I accept, and even as I affirm it I know that this Omnipresence is alive and awake and aware within me."

Earnest S. Holmes & Willis Kinnear:  A New Design for Living

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At the very center of my own being I realize the Divine Presence.

Do I really?... Do I really take the responsibilities of being God... since that is all I can really be?...  If God is all, what else can I be?... I am part of the all. 

I have learned that through my thoughts, deeds and actions I create my environment.  If so, do I really take the responsibility of my thoughts?...

What are my responsibilities?...

I think the first responsibility is to recognize that I am God.  Whew!... That is a tough one considering the way I had been raised and the experiences with other people I have had through the years.   How many times have I heard references to me being lesser-than; or, that I am a sinner; or, that I am just a human; or, that I am limited.  Oh... how much have I bought into that thinking?

I must recognize that I have done myself so well with holding true to the affirmations daily.  I have been brainwashed constantly with thoughts from others, veering me away from accepting myself as I am... my total self... spirit, mind and body... as a Spirit (God) that is responsible for the creation of my life.  So how do I reverse these thoughts of lesser-than and lack?...  By brainwashing myself with what I truly want to belief about myself with constant affirmations.  So, as I said to my girlfriend the other day, affirmations are a life safety-device.

Another responsibility that shares the importance of the first, is meditation... centering oneself... shutting up and listening to the Spirit (God) part of me within.  Communication that includes sharing ... talking and listening.  Centering into all that I am... spirit, mind and body.  (A way to help build this communication during my day is to constantly practice the Yes/No Meditation Technique.  To include the Spirit part of me in every decision.)

Just had a thought... What if the real answer is to get to a point that all I recognize is the "I AM" of myself and forget the spirit, mind and body that I am supposed to recognize about myself?  Doesn't the use of the "I AM" include all of me?  By the very recognition of the three separate parts, aren't I always accepting a separateness within myself?

I believe another responsibility, for the moment considering that I am somewhat lacking in my acceptance, is to read others spiritual ideas on a daily basis.  It reminds me and stretches me in my knowledge.  It keeps me thinking on spiritual matters that can only strengthen my belief in myself and enhance my life.

Another responsibility which I seldom forget... but sometimes do... is how I treat the rest of the Spirit (God) that is me and around me.  Actually, I probably treat the animals, insects, plants, trees and even the rocks and dirt better than I do myself.  People... well, that is another story.  How do I treat people?  How good am I about getting past my prejudices or judgments?  Well, I have developed a personal belief that, "Each person will do whatever they are going to do based on the experiences they have had getting to this moment."  I have learned that most people forget the trust in the Spirit (God) part of themselves and act from the ego which they depend on for protection.  And, I have learned that some people do not think at all.  But, I must recognize the "I AM" of them.  I do this by blessing them.  At this point, I realize to bless them the way I am doing is actually a judgment that they need blessing. 

It is interesting... I bless people I like with a different attitude than I bless those that I am being judgmental about.  It is still a blessing; but, how powerful?  Well, at least I have grown past cursing them.  And, as I have said many times, "I am not done in the oven yet."

Well, these are a few things I recognize and accept as responsibilities since I am doing my utmost to recognize in this new year that I AM SPIRIT... I AM GOD!

In finishing this for the moment, I use the words from John Randolph Price's World Healing Meditation: 

"I see only the Spirit of God (myself) in every soul.
And to every man, woman and child on Earth I say:
I love you, for you are me.  You are my Holy Self."

I recognize and accept for each of you a Blessed New Year!

Namaste' Love,
Deacon
 

 

May Each Moment Only Bring YOU Greater:
Abundance, Forgiveness, Gratitude, Guidance, Harmony, Health,
Inspiration, Joy, Love, Peace of Mind and Wisdom.

And, IT IS SO!
 

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